Why do we bother?

We got up this AM and went to church. It's been a while (I think since Mother's Day). With me working a lot of weekends and being EXHAUSTED the ones I'm not, we've had lots of trouble getting there since Henry arrived. Last year I taught Sunday School and we missed very few...this year, different story. Anyway, halfway to church this AM we realized we had forgotten the diaper bag, which shouldn't be that big of a deal. It's only an hour service after all, but we were going to the store after. Couple that w/ the fact that Henry has been pooping constantly (because of his antibiotics) and has a super ouchie diaper rash. Sure enough, he pooped shortly after arriving. Eddie left to get the diaper bag. I spent most of the remaining service standing in the book while Henry was reaching, grabbing, and jabbering over and over and over. I think he ate a total of two bulletins, one leafet, and one collection envelope. He tried a hymnal too, but decided against it. UGH! I don't want to put him in the nursery and expose him to all those germs, with his tendency to get sick. Eddie and I might have to take turns taking the boys to Sunday School. And, I'm beginning to think we might be in trouble when Henry becomes mobile. He's constant motion in our arms these days.